I went to my AP review day today. I really hope that I do good on my EOCT or at least good enough to past the class. It counts as half our freakin' grade. Like, wtf. Sigh. But it's okay. This is the last month! :)
So I'm kind of cutting people off for a while. I don't really have friends, except for the four who's really stuck by my side. The rest are associates and most of them screw me over anyway and then want to get mad when I tell them they're not my friends. I get called a "heartless bitch" a lot. I just tend to tell the truth blatantly. I used to be a major social butterfly all my life. Definitely when I was a freshman and most of my sophomore. But as I went through high school, I started really disliking people. Almost everyone. I think it's also the fact I'm in Georgia. Georgia is not for me. Everyone is the same and/or follow the crowd.
I think that has also driven my desire to go to New York. Besides New York being filled with bright lights and amazing opportunities, I believe the people will be better. Everyone is so diverse and everything, it'll be sooo refreshing. Being "different" won't get you killed unlike here. Man I just totally ranted. I just had to get that off my chest. :)
i'll admit that when you said you were cutting off everyone but the four that stuck by my side i was hurt cuz i consider you a good friend.. but i understand
ReplyDeleteLenore is amazing!
ReplyDeleteAnd I wish you the best of luck on your EOCT.
And just be yourself, you're amazing that way.
Thank God it's the last month!!! lol Lenore is freaking awesome I laugh everytime I watch it. I can't wait until you get to go to NY!!!
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