monstrosity:a person or animal that is markedly unusual or deformed; something hideous or frightful.
Life in Valdosta has more ups and downs than any other place I have ever lived. Hell has some serious plans on this place. Definitely when I'm placed here, and everyone likes the idea of fucking me over; whether it be openly or blinded. However all of it is numbing me; preparing me for the world upon graduation. That is my only goal as of now. Graduating and [how many more times can say this until it is etched into our brains] move to New York. The South? Not for me. Never was; never will be. Don't get me wrong I've had some fuckin awesome times here, but that time has been passed. It's all business now.
Many things have changed since our time together. Because of it, I haven't vented on you. They were all empty words; shit that would change and did change in a single breath. I knew it to happen; because I can see my desitny planned out. I can see more numbing, more pain, more fucking and more shame. I also see happiness, and peace, but most of all fame.
That ends my intro to my monstrosity at the arcade. So what do you say? Let's kill together babe.